Oh. Well, there was already a lab in the house growing up. It was my mom's.
I guess it was nice to be in a place that was hers? It wasn't the same as being able to meet her or know her, but it still felt like being... close to her? I guess? It's hard to explain. And I turned out to really like it, so...that's something.
Yeah, exactly like that. I don't have any memories of her to fall back on, so I have...this. And I'm sure I would have found it on my own...probably, but it's just. Nice.
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[He's suddenly realizing he's never actually asked Varian about this before.]
when DID you get into alchemy anyways?
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I guess it was nice to be in a place that was hers? It wasn't the same as being able to meet her or know her, but it still felt like being... close to her? I guess? It's hard to explain. And I turned out to really like it, so...that's something.
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sorry
[He didn't think the question would lead to dead mom.]
that's
really cool though
you get to know a little bit about her by doing something she liked
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[A lot of Varian's life leads to dead mom or dad trauma, it's easy to stumble into it. ]
Yeah, exactly! Dad never talks about her so it was a way I could connect to her. I guess it feels nice to know I have something in common with her?
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[He feels bad for bringing her up, even if it wasn't deliberate.]
like me using crossbows
that was mom's favourite weapon
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Yeah, exactly like that. I don't have any memories of her to fall back on, so I have...this. And I'm sure I would have found it on my own...probably, but it's just. Nice.
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if you say so
it's
nice to hear that